When I started YouTube several years ago, I had no intention of having a full-time channel. I was focused on my blog because I really enjoy writing, but I soon felt led to share my testimony on YouTube as well. Before I knew it I was sucked into becoming a “YouTuber” and began posting weekly, and even bi-weekly on my channel. While I enjoyed posting videos and talking about issues that were important to me, I also struggled quite a bit behind the scenes. Once I began connecting the dots of my life to Satanic ritual abuse, a lot of…