For a long time, my daily brain patterns have been to look for danger or defend myself against anything that might bring pain. I knew nothing else, and looking for things that brought joy or hope was nearly impossible. It was like I was hard-wired to feed off of pain and fear and reject joy. Now after almost 10 years of intensive inner healing, I can finally say I don’t live in daily torment or pain. It’s an incredible thing to be able to say this. I lived in so much pain and suffering that I had no hope of…
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I remember growing up in the 80’s, before remote controls and cable TV, before we even had a VCR, and there were only certain times of day a kid could watch cartoons. Of course, as a child, I practically lived for cartoons. It was the one time I could watch something on television I could relate to. Even more exciting than Saturday morning cartoons, were the cartoons and movies specials that only came once a year. The Peanuts specials for Halloween and Christmas, Garfield specials, and other beloved Christmas and holiday specials were a highlight in my small world. Other…
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This past season has been terribly difficult for me. We jumped right out of Halloween, a time of terror for me, right into Christmas, a time where the mind control programming is overwhelming for me. It all started with Black Friday. Black Friday actually lasts about four days, as the frenzy of shopping the sales extends into Cyber Monday. If you have ever been out during Black Friday, or have been caught up in it yourself, then you have seen the power of its grip over people. Without realizing it, you have intense urges to buy. The sales are too…
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Mind control programming is the ability to control and/or manipulate a persons thoughts, feelings, beliefs and actions through implanted subconscious level coded instructions via subatomic devices. Mind control programming is placed by suggestions to the subconscious mind during a traumatic event. The programmer then creates pathways into the inner lobe of the brain in order to access the deepest recesses of the subconscious mind. This is where encoded instructions are kept and reinforced through visual, sensational, and autonomic hyper stimulation. Once these instructions are encoded into the brain, and the pathways are formed through trauma, constant reinforcement is set up…