Over the years Jesus has done miraculous healing after miraculous healing in my life. I have seen redemption in so many ways, and recently I have been so thankful for how undeniable redemption has become.
For years I believed I would never again be able to step into a church because the occult loyal alters in me would always reach out to the occult power in the church. Most churches seem to have a hidden coven within them, and attending church seemed to just fuel the darkness within me.
Church after church I attended felt like torment as I was drawn into astral rituals or invited to join covens so I just stopped trying with the intent to never try again. However, I was completely limiting God’s redemptive power over my life.
Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.
Ephesians 3:20-21
About four months ago my husband decided it was time to go back to church, and so we began going to a local church. I was very leery about going to church and even more leery about being around people. I had been so isolated for years, that I didn’t think I could even interact with people again.
At first, we did have a few bad experiences but I felt that Holy Spirit confirm to me that this was where He had a place for us. So I just put myself in check to be obedient to my husband, with no complaining or arguing. I tried to look for the positive and not focus on the negative because the church held beliefs contrary to ours and some of their views are quite condemning.
It felt so freeing to go into a church and worship with God’s people and to trust in the Lord to protect me. I never once felt tormented by rituals, although I did encounter some problems with my occult loyal alters trying to take me down.
But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one.
2 Thessalonians 3:3
It is a beautiful thing to be a part of the body. To be among God’s people, praising Him, praying for each other, standing together in faith! Oh, how wonderful to know that I no longer have to be an interface for the antichrist but instead can be an interface for the Spirit of the Living God! I never thought I could be a part of His body, but I can be and I am so thankful to Him for it.
Unfortunately, Satan does not want to see my redemption. He is most certainly a lion on the prowl looking to devour and this past week he sought to devour me, yet he did not win. I was thrown into the lion’s den and I came out unharmed because Jesus my advocate was with me.
You see, Satan sees me as his adversary. He underestimated me and my desire to surrender completely to Christ when he first began to use mind control programming and torture to fragment my mind years ago. As I have surrendered my life to Christ, I am surrendering the darkness in me to Him so that He can overthrow Satan’s kingdom permanently. There is nothing Satan can do to defeat us if we surrender it all to Jesus.
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
Romans 12:2
This past week the church we became members of decided to viciously attack me because I stand for the voiceless in the church. I shared a Derek Prince Biblical proclamation with a small group and the hidden coven within this church was so threatened that they devised a plan to come against me to try to reprogram me, but it didn’t work.
Oh, I had a week in hell. Programming was triggered and trauma was so stirred up I started going to a pretty bad place. I was full of anger and rage at being persecuted, but I continued to submit and pray for God’s will, not my own. I prayed continuously that whatever strong emotions, or even witchcraft I was doing, that God’s will would prevail and my will would have no way to determine any outcome.
I was desperate to be free of the inner torment I felt, but what I found out was the torment was coming from a connection to a high-ranking entity that has had a great level of control over me for most of my life. So even though it felt like hell to be persecuted by the church, it set me free. It led me to truth, which healed occult loyal alters, and exposed other alters who can now step into freedom.
And you will be hated by all for my name’s sake. But the one who endures to the end will be saved.
Matthew 10:22
My husband was praying for discernment in the next step of how to proceed with the problem we had with low-ranking church leadership. He decided to escalate it to higher-up church officials before we decided to exit. We wanted to handle to matter according to how God has asked us to before leaving this church, even though we need the most likely outcome was more persecution.
So together we stepped in front of the firing squad in the pastor’s office where no less than three pastors sat in a tribunal before us to condemn us. Of course, they told us they weren’t there to judge or condemn us and they viciously tried to confront me for what I talk about on my Youtube channel.
I had no idea the pastors had been conspiring against us by researching me so they could gather together ammunition to attack me and was completely unprepared. Yet the Holy Spirit was with me, He opened my mouth and gave the pastors the rebuke they deserved. He did not let me fall under their spell to reprogram me or submit to their false authority to silence me. He spoke for me and gave me sound words to defend myself and I was vindicated because of Jesus.
For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory.
Deuteronomy 20:4
I never thought I would be in such a position to have to defend myself against church leaders for simply telling my story. I have gone through much persecution in my life because I have been willing to stand up and speak the truth or advocate for the voiceless and it’s incredibly hard. But it’s also an honor that Jesus has chosen me and even though I felt like I was going to die because of it, I am thankful for the opportunity.
Needless to say, we have left that church, but I do not hold any ill will towards God or His people for it. Those men who attacked me attacked Jesus Himself, yet they believed they were defending the Word of God. They have been blinded by the enemy and they must choose to open their eyes to the truth or pay the consequences of it, much like the Pharisees.
I am so thankful that I now know I can be a member of a church and be an active part of the body and that the occult has no power over me there. That day in the pastor’s office a stronghold was broken over me, all because I was willing to submit to God and go talk to them. He is a chain breaker and He will work all things for our good.
I have been fighting these past 8 years for my freedom and this was a hard-won battle, and I am not going to give up. I will continue to fight the good fight of faith in the presence of my enemies, and I will not see God’s people as an enemy even when they work on his behalf, because I know God’s power is greater than that of Satan.
“But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. To one who strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also, and from one who takes away your cloak do not withhold your tunic either. Give to everyone who begs from you, and from one who takes away your goods do not demand them back. And as you wish that others would do to you, do so to them.”
Luke 6:27-31
