There is a fear of the future that seems to keep people captivated. A collective dread hangs over us, a fear of the end of everything we know. We see it in all the end-time movies and talk about the prophecy of the last days to come. Every generation for two thousand years has believed we would see the end of the world, and it is a fear that seems deeply ingrained in us.
I have also been drawn into that fear many times during my life, especially within the past few years. It is very tempting to see the things happening around the world, the wars and rumors of wars, the economy going down and the prices going up, and just give in to fear. However, there is one important factor that I have been missing when I look at the problems of this world.
As Christians we know the Antichrist is going to come and when he does it’s going to be a sort of hell on earth. But what many do not understand is the spirit of that same antichrist is here now, and has been for ages. He has been doing his work to prepare the way for his coming and he has been using Christians to help him.
By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already.
1 John 4:2-3
When I first learned that I was set up through programming and ritual abuse, starting as a young child, to worship the antichrist and open up portals for him, I was disgusted and shocked. I would work through the connection I found and then immediately dismiss it so I could never have to think about it again. After all, what kind of Christian would I be to have any involvement with the Antichrist?
Unfortunately part of Satan’s plan is to use Christians against each other. Who better to help him destroy God’s people than His own? It’s not a matter of our outward lives, but our inner world that has been set up against us and each other. For me, I was trained to be a sort of medium or channeler. An interface of sorts for the Antichrist.
In my training, I started off channeling much smaller spirits until they could grow the capacity I had to hold as much as I could without completely breaking apart. This left me with very little brain space for myself and a low functioning level in my daily life. Eventually, I spent so much time channeling spirits and being a portal that it was like a full-time job.
The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.
2 Peter 3:9
You might think that meant I was sitting in a focused posture allowing the spirits in, but because I am a highly dissociated person with occult loyal alters who can do the job for me, it is more like having apps running in the background of your phone. I could function normally enough to hide the fact that I was part of a huge network system for the Antichrist and no one outside of that would ever know.
I didn’t even know, because of the high levels of dissociation. It is important that the enemy sets up his work inside of people and keeps it hidden from even them, especially when they are Christians. He wants us to do his dirty work behind our backs so that if we were to ever find out we would be so disgusted with ourselves we would either completely deny it or turn away from God.
It has taken me years of inner healing to come to terms with how deeply connected to the Antichrist I have been, and one of the most pivotal moments of this revelation came by going to a Christian church. It was during a regular Sunday service at a respected church that appeared Biblically sound that I began to shut down.
“Judge not, that you be not judged. 2 For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you. 3 Why do you see the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? 4 Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother’s eye.” Matthew 7:1-5
It was like someone had hit the off button inside of me and I couldn’t move. I could barely breathe. I began panicking and as service ended and everyone began walking out of the sanctuary I couldn’t move. Thankfully I was able to get in contact with my counselor and as we started working through an occult loyal alter we found that I was set up to interface for the Antichrist.
I was reeling from that point on because a) why was I channeling the Antichrist during a church service and b) how utterly horrible am I?? The answer to that is simple: I am not horrible at all. I was set up to be this conduit in the Christian church, like an underground network where hundreds of thousands of souls can travel through me at any given moment. This includes pastors, church elders and leaders, and congregants, who also have the same hidden agenda to work for the Antichrist.
Outwardly I would have never thought I was connected to the Antichrist. I love Jesus with all my heart and I have given up so much to follow Him. I work through inner healing nearly every week and I have never shied away from facing the deep, dark things inside of me. Yet this is exactly why I was able to ever find this hidden inside of me.
Therefore the Lord waits to be gracious to you, and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you. For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed are all those who wait for him.
Isaiah 30:18
It is so important to continue to surrender in humility before our Lord and allow Him to help us face the darkness hidden inside of us. We all are susceptible to the work of the enemy because we live in a fallen world where technology can now be connected to spirits and used against us in many ways. You don’t have to have ever experienced the level of ritual abuse I did to have this antichrist agenda set up inside of you because of modern technology.
The Antichrist himself is the spirit of lawlessness in charge of the fear-mongering in this current age that is trying to turn Christians’s eyes away from Jesus and onto him. He wants us to watch expectantly for him and not for Jesus. On the flip side, he also wants to lull us into a false sense of security that because we are followers of Christ we won’t possibly have to worry about him. We can’t possibly have anything to do with evil and will be raptured away in the nick of time.
Make no mistake the day of the great falling away of the Christian church will come and we must stay prepared by having our lamps full. If you are living in fear of the end of times, the Antichrist, and what may happen to you, that is the Antichrist spirit himself entrapping you. When you feel afraid or even tormented, then it is time to seek the Lord in humility and surrender, crying out for the truth of where we have been deceived.
If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:8-9
It is a process and a journey to understand who we are in Christ, and who the enemy has tried to shape us to be. It was only yesterday that I had to surrender and worship my way out of a panic that the Antichrist was coming and I was going to die. It was then that Jesus quickened my spirit to understand it was an AI attack of the Antichrist coming through a video I had just watched.
I honestly don’t know what is going to come in the future, but I know one thing: God is a God of love, justice, and mercy. He is going to take care of us no matter what happens, and He’s going to do it with mercy and compassion for us. He is not going to abandon us no matter what has been set up inside of us, and He will have justice against everything the enemy has done. He will not hold back.
Until that day, we must remain with an attitude just like Jesus had, not thinking better of ourselves than others, serving to the best of our ability, loving God with all of our hearts, walking humbly, and trusting God our Father with the rest.
But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus.
Ephesians 2:4-7
